Girlfriends...more like Sisters!

Being in a Military community brings some bad things but also good things. One amazing thing that I have been blessed with is AMAZING friends.  I cant even tell them how lucky I am to have them. I could call any of them for any reason and they would be right here. The love and support that we have for each other is great. I love them like they are my Sisters. So, to Allison, Kelli, Erin, and Dana....thank you from the bottom of my heart for being you. For being an awesome person and a great friend. We are all VERY similar (its kind of scary actually) and I couldnt have asked for better Girls to hang out with, talk to, cry with, have lots of laughs, and also a few drinks!!  Again, thank you for being you!!  Stroller Mafia Forever!!!  :)

That little touch...

When you are a Military Spouse, you may go long periods of time without seeing or touching your Spouse.  Every moment I have, I want to be able to put my arm on or next to my Husbands.  I want to hold his hand, rub his neck, be cheek to cheek.  

Every time my Husband takes a trip, I fall more and more in love with him.  Seeing him for that first time when he walks in the house gives me butterflies.  Any little touch that I can have makes my heart warm and I feel his love.  

Sitting next to or across from him at dinner and looking up to see him looking at me....ahh, butterflies!  These are the moments that Melt my heart. These are the moments that assure me that he is my Soul Mate and my forever!

My love for my Husband grows stronger and stronger everyday.....even more now that he wears his sleeves up on his cammies (soo sexy!!).  I cant imagine not having him in my life.  

How do you know its love.....???  When you have all of these feelings for a person that can leave for months at a time, makes you feel like a Queen, and is the BEST Daddy in the World to all of our Kids.  Going to that bar that night was the BEST choice in my life.  Hes my everything. <3

How will I ever...??

How will I ever get throught this deployment??  It is defiitely going to be rough.  Kadynce is already asking questions that I havent quite figurd out how to answer.  Its going to be rough since we wont have a lot of communication with Bill.  

Bill is my whole world....how can I function without him?  Its almost like he is my arm...or my leg.  Theres a huge part of me missing when hes gone.  Im sure that I will have great days.....but I do know that I will have very sad and emotional days as well.  

Bills training schedule is starting to get crazy busy.  He will be gone more than home and the Kids just dont understand that yet.  Im SO thankful for amazing friends close to us to help time go by and help keep us occupied.  We have activities planned to help entertain us. 

This will be a deployment that I will rely on a lot of my friends and family just so I can cry, or talk, or just sit and eat ice ream on the couch with!!  

We WILL make it through this....it wont be easy, but its possible!