Emotional Rollercoaster

After 3 months, I will finally get a little pain relief.....even though it involves surgery.  I will be having a lump in my breast removed and tested (to make sure its not cancerous).  It has grown bigger than we expected and has gotten more painful the longer we wait.  Surgery should be in the next couple of weeks.  Im happy to get it removed and relief from pain but also sad that I have to have yet another surgery.  I try to think of the positive instead of the negative, but sometimes its just so hard.  I know its best to just take it out, so thats what my decision is.  I won't know any other details until I see my Surgeon and talk about what the plan of action will be.