It has definitely been a tough year. Today was the 1 year anniversary that we lost my Brother Tim. Last night was pretty rough for me. I had all of the emotions that I had that day. Thankfully, I have Tim in my house. That has definitely kept me sane. I can sit, talk, cry, bitch....whatever I want!! I also have the quilt that I made from his shirts so I can wrap that around me whenever I need to. It has NOT been easy but I dont honestly think that it has completely hit me that he is not here anymore. I think that it will hit me more when I am in California and cant just text him. Im not looking forward to that, but I know that Bill is next to me no matter what! Bill has been my rock through all of this. Through losing Tim, letting "family" go because of their drama, and now getting ready to move to California....its rough! I will NOT say that it has been easy at all!!!
Tim, I love you and miss you SOO much!! You will always be here with me no matter what! I am SO happy that you are here in Okinawa.....you always wanted to travel here, and now you have "lived" here!! I love you SO much!!! <3
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