Under the Knife

Finally, after almost 3 months I will be going under the knife again.  I had my first surgery in February and then the removal in April.  The first week of July is going to be here FAST!  Im ready....but nervous!!  I kind of know what to expect, but every surgery is different.  I love my Dr!  I couldn't have picked a better Dr or Nurses.  They have all be more than amazing through this whole journey.  My Husband and Girlfriends have all been by my side through all of this as well.  I have TONS of support from my Parents, which is SUPER important to me!  I can't imagine not having anyone by my side throughout this journey.  They all help me get through the rough moments.  I can't wait until after surgery when I can feel normal and not like a "freak show" with 2 different sized boobs.  Sometimes I get self conscious about it and think that everyone can notice....when they probably can't!  Im not ashamed to tell anyone my story.  It is a bad thing that happened at no fault of anyones.  I have to deal with it.  And I have.  Im much stronger because of it.  BUT....Im SO excited to have this surgery over with.  :)